man's gobbledygook

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Girls are like slugs - they probably serve some purpose, but it's hard to imagine what.
-Calvin

Forgive me for being mushy today... haaaaayyy...

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
She's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying she's just a chum,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet her eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that she's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his man is an impossible wish...

manÜ @ 3:04 AM

-"Life is like topography, Hobbes. There are summits of happiness and success... ...Flat stretches of boring routine... ...And valleys of frustration and failure."

-Calvin

-bios-
I'm a man who's always been a kid. Been through quite a lot at 23 so I'm calling myself a "man" now -- a better and a more mature chap.

I hate growing old, though now I'm trying to accept that there are some things that are inevitable.

I spell fun with a capital F. I always want to initiate one and wants everybody to enjoy it and I also know how to make one for my self. It was just lately that I discovered that I am friendly. I despise the dull and the boring. I love variety and adventure which usually bring me trouble. I may appear shallow and I don't blame people if they may call me one.

Just like your typical sanguine-melancholic, I have my deep and serious side and I'm afraid to show it because people may not like it. I can be serious if the situation demands it but I always wanted to make things as light as possible. I'm a cry-baby so if I can avoid it, I break the ice.

What I like about myself is I can easily get over with tough situations and accept things easily if I figured that I can do nothing to change it. Not that I easily give up. God's grace must have taught me a lot about letting go and solely depending on Him. Same grace that gives me the assurance that I'm forgiven and saved.

Im resilient like the bamboo, yeah, your typical Pinoy. I'm a people person, a people-pleaser which is both an asset and a liability. I value my relationships a lot. I will not spare my time for a good talk with a friend. Conversations, I believe, are very important.

I'm not afraid to err once in a while. I even take it like a medicine. Most of my greatest learnings were from the mistakes I committed. As a text message from my buddy puts it, "the more difficult the search, the greater oppurtunity to learn along the way".

A caution though, I'm the last person you wanna mess up with...

(a little suspense on that part...)

...because you're not gonna get anything from me. Peace loving person here, buddy.

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